Saturday, June 30, 2007
baha (:
wonderful saturday (:
well i slept in as usual. lazy me couldn't wake up. afternoon i wanted to go for a swim.. when i reached the swimming complex..... CLOSED!!! ahhhhh!! so i came home. tsk!! i always have a craving to go swimming.. but only once in a blue moon i'll really get down to satisfy my craving. how can they close the pool when the moon turned blue on saturday!!! rah!
nvm! slacked at home. den went for family dinner at the SAF yacht club (:
(the signage of the club apparently iz by the roadside)
yummy scenery
the sunnnnnnn (:
ain't my grandpa cute.? x)
he restaurant setting (:
yummy foodcrayfish!
apparently this iz tofu :D
abalone mushrooms!! (:
yummy play (: it all started off with this. a random shot cuz i was bored.
den it became this. patterned. haha x) a fun swirling time.
well i had a good time. and when we were juz about leaving.... *boom boom boom*
waha. FIREWORKS!!!! (: the guard told us it was an advanced 4th of july celebration (: my grandparents, mum and i had a great watch together. lousy dad isolated himself to enjoy the breeze and fireworks. ): nvm! but yeah.. the fireworks were beautiful!!! pity my camera laggs like crazeeeeeee under the insufficient light condition. i didn't manage to capture any ):
there were heart-shaped fireworks you knoww!!!! aww!!! (: but they couldn't control the direction of those heart. they like exploded upside down. geex.
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yeah david. you are sooooo right.
last sms to cheer me on.
"get it over and done with"
thanks david my brother-in Christ for reminding me this!!! i guess get it over and done with!!! not juz will it be JCTs.. it'll be this whole thing called the Alevels as well. this wholeeeee year. get it over and done with.
so exams are over. rejoice! yay.
but looking back.
i tink i'm really not gonna do well for my papers. not one not any. disappointing..?? but expected. sad to say. i should have really studied harder. but i only begun really concentrating too late in the month of june. sigh!
guess i'm not really looking forwards to results! at least results iz postponed by a day cuz monday iz youth day.. and that means HOLIDAY!!!! (: but there's trng and physio. sounds like a holiday training day.. actually it iz one.
well.. juz a mini shoutout of thanks!!! (:
thanks to
-david
-naddie
-ziqi
-jere
for constantly being the "buggers" cheering me on every day of the exams!!! (: wow.
it still feels good to be without exam pressure. like a heavy burden lifted off and now i can flyyyyyyyyyyyy
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Wednesday, June 27, 2007
waha.
i stole my dad's apple to eat :p
my dad came up with an apple in his hand. it was half eaten and i took a bite. before he left my room i asked for another bite. so daddy said "you help me take first i go wash up." as daddy washes up.. i happily ate finish the whole apple he brought up! x) heh. so daddy has to go down take another apple for himself. oops. daddy says vitaminCs help fight stress.. do they?
well.. today iz a really really really bad day. blog's being very random. hi..!!
well.. let's see last night i was really feeling very bad. sorry ): so i didn't really sleep well. so this morning i was tired. well i waited for the text to come in before i went for my paper.. but instead nad's text came in. and it said forget about everything else, just focus on doing what you can. how timely. i tried. but econs still died. i couldn't remember what are the consequences of BOP disequilibrium and i couldn't remember what fiscal expansionary policies are.
had lunch. did math. math couldn't go in as i continue having a 'miserable' time. stone in front of my notes and stare at the screen as it lights at every backspace i clicked. i wonder how many times i clicked that button.
and so we went in for math.
died big time. seriously ): i dare not say the paper's tough. it was doable. very much more doable than last year's paper. but i still couldn't do it. i'm disappointed. very disappointed with myself. well it's at least 40marks that have taken flight. i guess the worse was they actually took a question out of the tys but changed the context. jud explained it to shu before the paper. and i actually forgot how to do it. feroiaklfbgewalchtwp
how great can my day get. so i'm ranting online.. looking for something to brighten up my so far bad day so i decided to settle down and read the heartfelt blessings that have been accumulating in my mail like forever. so now i feel better.thanks to noone else but heartfelt blessings.
if you're wondering what that iz well http://www.myheartfeltblessings.com/. check it out.
*throbs @18:42
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Tuesday, June 26, 2007
i dun tink torrance will see this. but..
i wanna kill torrance!!!!!!!
RAHHHHHHHhhhhh..!! that guy actually tagged on my beloved nadnad blog doubting my sisterhood with my beloved. ARGH!!
<torrance>: until now i still laugh when i think that you and natalia are sisters.
tsktsk!!!
be gone with torrance.. wahahahaaaaa x)
*throbs @22:21
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the interesting things people say together with their well wishes (: in a way they really do brighten up my life. at least for that time being (:
"prepare for the worse, hope for the best"
"pikapika"
"gogo power rangers!! it's morphin time!"
"cowabanga"
waha x) okay david.. the title of the most interesting wellwishes officially go to you! (:
well of cuz there's the serious ones that no doubt circles around the peace of God in my mind and that He's with me so i do not have to fear.. you know those kinda stuff x)
okok.. back to mathhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh (:
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Monday, June 25, 2007
don't you ever wonder why sometimes i'm online but not online..??
don't you ever thought of clicking for that window and to juz say "hello"..??
sigh..
you know sometimes it's still very much easier to juz not expect anything.. where there iz no expectation, there iz definitely no disappointment..
you know there's so many times that i'm really really very tempted to be different from the way i am now. i mean like try to be nicer.. but i guess not. i muz really be daydreaming.. i tink i am.
wellwell..
thanks to those who wished me luck for the papers today..!! jon, ziqi, bk, jere, david, ben and of cuz my dearest nad (: well.. 2down!! 3more to go.
physics was a nonsensical paper cuz i wrote nonsensical stuff. gp was a blabberish paper cuz i blabbered my way for it. what shall i have next..?? gibberish papers? rubbish papers? crap papers..?? yeah.. 3more adjectives for the next 3papers.
you know sometimes i really do wish i could pop by somewhere near you and juz be by your side.
SIGH.
they don't call me a bottle for no rhyme or reason
*throbs @20:33
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Tuesday, June 19, 2007
from friday to sunday..
what a wonderful fun-filled weekend (:
it's really been long since i enjoyed myself this much. thanks to everyone who made my weekend the best memory one can ever ask for (:
well.. let's see.. first up....
15june, friday.
training and physio day as usual.
den there was cell group!! (:
well.. first thing first (: this time's cell group we had lynnette and leeying back with us!!! (: how great can things get??! (: i really miss those girls very much. if you girls ever chance upon this.. i cant wait to be going for the next cg meeting with you girls!! (: i really enjoyed your company.. and i really missed the times we had in the past very much!! rahhhhhhhh!!
okok.. back to the meeting.. well ailin and i led games again.. haha.. erm.. i'd say it was very much better than last week :D oh well..!! but still ailin still makes a much more fun game master.. it's obvious. at least to me it iz.
i guess the thing about friday's meeting was that the atmosphere was really different. i cant express it in words.. but yeah.. the feeling the whole thing was juz "pure" in a way. it was clean and refreshing, really.. i could really feel His Presence and His Love. and when BK said nat, God wants to refresh you and take away all your burdens. i thought i saw a moment's of light and breeze and i felt really light i began to tear. it's not often but at least i still know that i can feel it. oh how much i miss this all.
all in all.. i still cant help but say i love w115 alot. truckloads. together we've built this cell group to where it iz now. bit by bit, step by step. it really iz a privilege to be part of this cell group. there's so many things i wanna say but i juz dunno how.. well i juz wanna believe that we can together bring this cell group up to yet another level. there's sooooo much more that we can do and soooo much more that God can use each and everyone of us. to be the assets to society and problem solvers to each and every person around us.
and juz a little dedication (:
to david.
to david.
thanks for being the few that brought this cell group to where it iz now. each time i tink about how the cell group was at the start of the year til where it iz now.. i cant help but tink of the many things you did to bring this family together. from being random strangers, you've brought us closer and bonded everyone of us together by including everyone. thank you david (:
well.. bk sent ailin huanli and i home. well we had small talks on the van.. and thus begins my confusion yet again.. you know i probably dun tink you ever drop by here.. but still..
5years. from dating to marriage.
accountability.
blessings.
blessings.
as much as i'm tempted.. i dun want to rush into something that doesn't have my leader's blessings.. neither do i want to risk the chance of more self-inflicted hurts. sigh this really shouldn't be the time. it really shouldn't.
16june, saturday.
well i met ziqi and passed him some yummy stuff x)
den we headed to NTUC to shop. haha!!!
how to select a fresh piece of chicken breat meat:
- the look of the meat cannot be "dirty" too bloody...
- the meat should have a little tan xing. "bouncy". (how do you tell if meat iz bouncy..?? ziqi wanted to bounce it on the floor like a bball :D)
- the meat should be pinky whitish..
well and we managed to decide on a piece of meat. haha!! shopped for milk and sauce and bread den i headed off to orchard.
met up with jere for a little window shopping spree. den we headed down for service and it was probably the first time i reached expo soooooooooo early. x) waha. i regret to say =P
service was great. salt of the world. 7needs that every soul should be satified in. i guess there's juz this one that i really need to work on. this one that has been screaming and yelling for my attention but yet i always seem to neglect and ignore it's cries. argh. i need my conviction and i need determination and willpower!! work on it nat. stop procrastinating!!! grr
after service.. i didn't meet the 1h02 girls up ): saddddd. but they were already like leaving one-by-one la. ): sigh.. next time i'll try to make it for the gathering right from the start!! if not i'll really feel very weird to juz go there for a while and seeing people go off. rah. sorry girls.
instead. i headed down to marina square to meet my track seniors up (: well it's really been very long since i saw all of them. and ever since the start of june trainings, i've already been missing all of them and of cuz all the times we spent with each other exactly a year ago. it was the time we really bonded together as seniors and juniors. well.. so it was good that we managed to meet up (: surprisingly they met at 630pm. and when i reached at 9+pm. they haven even ordered their food yet. :D so i managed to have dinner with them at pizza hut. and it was on arvin. thanks arvin!! (:
well dinner was funny and entertaining as usual. with the arvin tang and the uncle teo and alvin. x) sigh. i really miss all the fun times they've brought. like a wave of memories come back.
after dinner we headed down to the arcade for a short while.. they played some game called panic mix..?? cant rem.. but it was really funny :D aye the few times i step into a arcade. each time i go in iz cuz friends are there. well and each time it iz them who make everything seem so fun (: even though i dun enjoy arcades very much :Dafter that we hung out at starbucks. slacked and lazed around. listening to all the army talk. all the funny little things that happened in camp :D esp the arvin's koala bear incident x) heh. shhhhh.. if you wanna find out more you've gotta ask arvin yourself :D it was really funny. we talked and talked alot.. cant even rem what we talked about.. but i guess i juz enjoyed the company very much.
when we were about to leave......as we stepped outta starbucks, we decided to take a few pictures.. in which a few became alot. :D cam whoring time!!!
the last time i cam whored was 5837412983years ago. i miss the times of taking out my cam and snapping everything. but now i cant find anything nice in mind to snap. maybe i should once again wipe the dust off my camera and act like a tourist.after that when we really decided to leave. it was like 1am+?? so we had to cab home. mr tang called for a cab. but the stupid uncle was a blockhead.. izzit really difficult to make 3stops?? boo! in the end he only made one stop. and that was to arvin's.. and so arvin was nice. he sent serene and i home in his car. hrmph. so you tink taxi big la!! arvin got car too k!! x) and his car still had a few doggie plushies whom which i could hug too!! (: waha. well we talked a little and i reached home safely. (: thanks arvin yet again and again and again!! it's not surprising why arvintang iz my fav senior (:
sigh. i really miss the times we shared last year. guess serene iz right..
"only when you lose something then you will want to value it more. "
i'm really glad this gathering happened. (: and i'm already looking forward to the next one. my happiness that night iz unexpressable except for the many smileys i had. ( : ( : ( : ( : ( : !!
17june, sunday.
HAPPY BIRTHDAY ZIFENG!!! :D
tuition as usual. slacked out at my granny's a while. headed home. headed out to meet the birthday boy :D walked around aimlessly shopping for a shirt. aye!! i still tink the 119's better. but oh well!! :D ended up dunno what to do so headed home. well hope you enjoyed yourself!! (: happy birthday!!
*throbs @11:22
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Sunday, June 10, 2007
as i played my current favourite song, my desktop screen went into screen saver mode.. and out came all my picture..
and suddenly i missed her.
and that begun my train of thought.. how much i missed the times we spent with each other.. how much sweat and joy and tears we shared with each other.. sports day.. december trainings 2006. those were the days.. happy bitter sweet memories.. i really miss those times..then there was her..
how she always and without fail would stand up for me whenever someone tried to "bully" me.. i never ever was able to do the same for her.. and despite the distance she always regarded me as her best friend.. sometimes i do feel guilty at not being able to give more to her than what she has given to me..
den there was her. 
the one who ppl say iz hawt and the one who never fails to care about everyone around her. her sweetness and judith being judith, the all rounder judith.. the one who always and never fails to inspire.. the math queen.. the one everyone would die to be (:
and not forgetting there's her. 
the one i juz talked to.. the one who i never will stop loving.. the one who always nags at me x) and the one who always encourages.. i dunno what life would be like without her.. without her encouragements.. without her faith. i really really miss you lots.. come back soon.!
then there's him(the one in the middle)..
Big Guy JoN yupp my "kid" brother.. the one who always worries bout me. sorry for worrying you soooo much.. and not forgetting my confident to whom i thrashed things out.. i missed the december2006 trainings with you jon.. the digging of sandpits, throwing medicine balls, scrubbing the track, playing with water, and you climbing the tree.. sigh.. and i miss you in 05/06 as well.. to me the class never was the same without you.
then there's mr froggy..
my fav senior.. the one who was there the other time to cheer me up when i was really really sad. the one who mr teo refers to as serene's joke iz my joke too. (: for the guitar playing the attempts to sing.. thanks arvin. and not forgetting the ride in the car as well.. geex.. and also the endless offer to help me with my work. i miss those times..
then there's him.
bitter sweet memories.. but i'd choose to rem them as sweet. what ziqi says i've gone through it too. and because of this experience i'm understanding.. like i said bitter sweet. i still miss those times and i still rem all the bits and pieces.. and now that i'm stuck in confusion so whatever. it was a great friendship we shared. (:
and when they say we always save the best for the last..
there's them. josephine, lynnette, nicco, leeying(not in pic). isabel too! (:
although after my graduation we've drifted.. and through the many obstacles we faced many things have happened.. i may not be as close to any one of you as i once was.. i know i'll probably never be able to turn back time to where we left off.. but still i really miss all the times we spent with each other.. fighting the fights of faith even in tears.. reaping in joy bashing our ways through.. sigh.. i really miss you guys.
and there's others on the miss list too.. it's juz that i dun have their pictures.
sigh..
i miss those times..
*throbs @22:59
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Tuesday, June 05, 2007
wow.
i'm finally back (:
busy like a bee. tired and worn out but getting my rest (: holidays sure aren't like holidays..
mon, wed, fri. morning training afternoon physio.
had my annual HC camp.
emerge juz ended.
wow. activities packed week i had (:
looking back in time..... :D
30may, wed.
training in the morning doing the same sets of workouts as on monday. but this time without the bearwalk but with additional abdominal workouts and.... 15pull ups. o.O mr teo iz mad when he asked me to do that. i was stuck desperately at 6 singly done pull ups and after that i couldn't even pull up a slightest bit. arghhhhhh..!!! i felt so weak ): in the end cherly assissted me and i did like 9more den hurried off for 14th alpha HC last and final meeting.. geex. apparently this iz the only meeting after 1year in office that full attendance was reached. x) heh. sorry that!! every friday's meeting always have me on the absentee list. =P
yupp. so that's the end of it. physioed. home. tired.
31may, thursday. vesak day.
emerge day1!!!!! (: HCcamp day1.
well.. besides needing to wake up early like on mon wed.. it was okay. well the opening ceremony wasn't very grand in the morning.. and honestly it wasn't very smooth running.. ): but still!! like pastor kong says there's always room for mistakes.. we are all entitled to them (: and it's better to err in there than to make that major blunder outside. x)
well.. message was on the power of one. and although i've heard it before already. shamgar. but this time as i listened on.. what kept occuring into my mind iz what that i had once told bk. my injury my olevels. why should i even walk in fear instead of trying..? knowing that success should never be by my might but with God. i need that something that God can give to me to empower me to give me the strength the daringness, unrestrained by lack and inadequacy. the power of one. taking it step by step, one by one for the kingdom. but question iz.. am i willing.?
pst kong said it's hard to find one who's willing. as willing as he iz as willing as sun iz as willing as all the other pastors are. being able to rise up and step up iz not an easy task. in fact there's a major price to pay for that status. besides needing to be strong and firm in the foundation of Christ. there iz a constant threat for spiritual warfare. it's SOOOOO much bout relying on God for strength for help, no more on the people around. but the thing iz how nice would it be to be able to talk to God as a literal friend does. to sit by Him and listen to Him. laugh and cry with Him. how nice it would be. i shall keep the end reult in mind. =)
well after svc ended i rushed home and headed back to school. reported for HCcamp day1. well the juniors get yelled at continuously by the seniors(us).. and because of the junior's "not very smart"ness.. the seniors get punished together with the juniors. tsktsk. so far for not being a tekan camp. haha. we seniors get sabo-ed and tekan-ed as well.. zzz!!
well.. we went for dance concert as a whole HC that night. wow.. what can i say..???? dancers are simply hawtttttt (: hothothothotHOT!! (: waha. dance's got the grace the elegance the style the groove. watching them move to the beat of the music in such beauty juz increases the desire in me to wanna pick up dance. sigh. it was juz that easy to say at that time, "if only that could be me." (:
well after dance conert at NUS.. we trained down to kallang. and began our night walk. well alpha was so smart. our checkpoint was kallang mac. so we headed down there. and decided to camp there to EAT out supper. haha.. that took.... an additional hour odd before we headed back to school. in the end we reached school at like 0230AM..!!! and the way back had to be on a jog somemore.. zzz..!! by the time we slept it was 4AM.
1june, friday.
emerge day2. HCcamp day2.
i had to miss the whole day's worth of emerge ): but in exchange for amazing race and spending time with the juniors.. well i wouldn't say it was all worthwhile.. but it was good. being able to be around the juniors and enjoying it as they enjoy themselves. getting to know them better and seeing the way they work together. it iz definitely without a doubt that alpha iz now in safe hands. i'm really proud of the juniors i have. and it's needless to say. they're juz wonderful. (: all the best 15th alpha HC as well as the whole HC!! you guys will be bringing the future batch of alpha warriors up to the next level. pleaseeeeee dun follow our footsteps. i'm really glad that unity iz one of the factors that my alpha juniors have grasped really well. keep up the good work!! alpha iz and always will be outstanding. i want to believe that. (:
well although it was really dumb to allocate a dialouge session with the P in the middle of our rest time.. the night was alright. gamma had the programmes done. although the participation was only okay.. but as long as they had fun (: arvin came back!!! (: and i got to take a short ride from the front gate to the sports com in his car (: WHEEEEEEEE!!! so cOOl!! be envious!! =P haha. arvin looks so grown up already. geex. after i graduate from tjc will i look and dress juz as mature..? i need to go shopping :D but first i need to earn. that shall all be left for after A's to say (: well bentay came back too.. together with a handful other seniors. night group games was alright. as usual "awesome" team lead by trintiy like owned it all. haha x)
den had night pt.
hanging on the incline pull up bar. and doing those incline pull ups. - teaches endurance and determination.
sprawling over the cement wall - teaches teamwork and the need to support each other esp for those who are weaker.
running as a group - teaches teamwork and communication. the need to listen and do things together.
trinity carrying a member and running - teaches teamwork. the need to support the house cap. communication on areas which need more help. the need for encouragements.
and lastly the one we skipped..
the human wheelbarrow - teaches the importance of partnership.
last year when i was the one doing all these activities with my other team members.. i didn't feel the significance of it all. except maybe the sprawling of the wall. but this year.. all these activities seem to get at me. when last year i thought it was a waste of time and they should juz let us go sleep, this year we fought for it. we needed more time to get them to do these activities. by the time we finished night pt it was past midnight. den there was personal evaluation. where the juniors would pen down the strengths and weaknesses of their team mates. we could literally see some of them dozing off.. but it's understandable.. it was already 2+AM in the morning.. well.. after we sent them off to sleep the senior girls slept at the gallery. moving away from the stage where we camped the night before.
what can i say?? i'm really really really very proud of you guys, 15th alpha house com!!! (:
2june, saturday.
emerge day3. HCcamp day3.
morning pt at ecp. the juniors got wet. and so did the seniors. cuz we got pushed and thrown into the sea as well. haha x) well games by juniors was NOT unsuccessful because of alpha x) haha. we were happily playing the water as junior and senior. and attracted beta down as well.. and soon delta was in the water. haha.. soooo. oops!! haha. but i guess at least we had fun that's all that matters.
clean up lunched and had internal elections. posts were pretty obvious. tricky for a few and it definitely was a surprise that safwan chose DCP as second choice.. so we decided to let him have a go at it!! sooo.. here's the 15th alpha house committee for you (:
house capt. :
trinity
vice capt.(sports) :
zulaiha
vice capt.(non sports) :
teck kian
secretary :
julie
treasurer :
annabelle
logistics :
ashwin
sports capts. :
eileen
jaren
DCP :
meiyi
gelin
safwan
rushed to expo for service. reached there slightly past5 cuz of the queue outside. zzz. otherwise i would have been in the hall at 1650 already. haha. but nvm.. service was WOW. the performances the.... and oh my gosh.. liugenghong proposed to vivi in church during service!!!!!!!!!!! and of cuz she said yes (: haha. so sweeeeeeeeet!!! xing fu de ju li.. (: that was the song he sang. you know how nice it would be to have someone do that for you. sweet and if you dun feel loved or at least touched i muz say your heart iz cold la. x) den there was sun's birthday and the whole church sang a birthday song for her (: you could hear the shaky voice of both sun and pst kong. how appreciative and touched to tears they are. i'm proud of my elders in church. they are the real role models in church and i really love em very much. it was such a lovey dovey service. i really love lovey dovey services (: juz like the ones we had during the marriage seminars.
well.. service ended late. and my chest was really hurting very badly that night. went home. dead beat. ): i'm sorry i yelled at my dad and like didn't greet my grandparents and alll.. i feel bad. but i was really very tired. washed up and dozed off in bed without turning off my lights.
3june, sunday.
emerge day3.
woke up late so i couldn't make it for the first service. met debbie up for the second service. enjoyed it very much. esp the drama production.
"if only I could be her, if only i look like her. I want to be someone special just not me."
sounds familiar?? the constant thought that's fighting for your attention..? the need to be someone else but you.? the envy we all have within on someone else who's got it all.? it's in everyone. and i wont deny it's in me. but it's time to realise it's juz all bout being a better me not someone else. we are created uniquely us not someone else. we can be somebody in Christ. with Christ in us. we can be the light. enabled for a life greater in us, filled with vision and one that pierces the darkness within others. you know it would really be nice if we could be the ones who liven up the lifes of others. it would always be nice to have someone else be my light (:
had lunch and went for the finale. it was good. really great. well i shall confess that i cut queue!!! x) like went in to the toilet from one door and when the main door opened i came out from the other door of the toilet and joined the queue so near the start of the queue. so yeah. sorry!!
well finale. not so many happening events that happened during the service. but the message was powerful. juz before the service i was reading the harvest times. thank God for harvest times. well there was an article on the "poetry" sermon by Dr. AR Bernard. what really took me in was when he said whatever value you place on what you hear will determine it's power influence and impact on your life. i decided to let the service really speak to me. during the service i heard the past success in evangelism in history. den i heard the great grief in past kong at the failures of it. i was greived. if only if only if only. let not one moment past you by not doing anything. what if. no regrets i dun wan that.
that service i recommitted myself
eMErge. step by step. one by one.
i believe. i'll work on it. i need strength i need determination i need willpower i need to keep on keeping on.
it was a really high service for me. i felt like i was going crazy. i was happy. jumping for joy screaming despite my no voice. sigh.. if only emerge would come again (: but everyday can be an emerge too. that's without a doubt. didn't want to go home. so i stayed on with chia and jonathan to help clear up the hall. carey and gab left earlier. we helped to pick up those black connectors of the chairs stacked the chairs den moved on to collecting all the bottles on the floors.. den jonathan disappeared i tink to help with stuff in hall1. irin came with free BnJ ice cream (: we ate them up. gave half to jere cuz i couldn't take much cold stuff and that was his first time eating BnJ.. waha (: den at bout 1130 we left for home. together with jere after he finished his destruction.. haha.. eugene(the usher) and i boarded the 24 home, chia took another bus and jere taxied home. haha. and that was my day (:
on my way home i thought.
ms titans07. everything that God has put to my name, it's all by His Grace and because of His strength and help in times of need. God gave me that strength that willpower that determination that support to push on throughout the whole event. when muscles are reaching fatigue, God will put in me His strength. when i start to look back and think carefully, i remembered feeling His Presence with me as i ran that suicide shuttles. when by right my muscles would face it's toughest time i felt myself breeze through it. not by my might but with something additional. something unexplainable. something wonderful. something unconditional. i'm ordinary with an extraordinary God. (:
4june, monday.
training was a killer. slept late at 2 the previous night. went for training tired. sorry for worrying you big guy JoN!!!! well.. training mr teo made me do those interval sets with 10seconds less rest each set ): means 20secs sprint and 30secs rest ): i died. and i tink cuz of the lack of rest the previous night.. my chest started to hurt really really bad ): esp during the second set of 16 i did ): i found it really hard to breathe and each breath was wheezing ): and my right quad was really too tight ): training ended earlier. so chester and i went to bedok lib for a while. i tried to study gp. but i couldn't help but keep dozing off. so i juz went to sleep after reading ONE article. chester bugged me to go home to sleep and not go for physio.
but i headed down. when i reached. fauzi and edmund said i looked really tired. and pauline realy asked me to give today's physio a miss and go home sleep cuz in my tired state i wouldn't be able to do much either. i didn't want to.. but i thought bout the tiredness the chest pain the muscle ache.... i decided maybe today i should be happy i was chased home. sigh. for the first time in my life that i heard a physio chasing a patient home. so i came home slept for 3half deep hours. dinnered. headed down to kovan to do a little math and take back my phone from kenneth and came home.
5june, tuesday. today.
had sufficient sleep for the day. but eating still hurts when swallowing and it has those kind of feeling as if i'm eating too fast and yaaaa even though i was eating quite normal paced. hmmm.
time to head out to study (: and den i'm gonna catch shrek3 with my mum (:
i cant help but love my mum sooooooooo much (: i always get dates out with her x)
*throbs @12:27
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"Nine requisites for contented living: Health enough to make work a pleasure. Wealth enough to support your needs. Strength enough to battle with difficulties and overcome them. Grace enough to confess your sins and forsake them. Patience enough to toil until some good is accomplished. Charity enough to see some good in your neighbor. Love enough to move you to be useful and helpful to others. Faith enough to make real the things of God. Hope enough to remove all anxious fears concerning the future."
-- JoHann von Goethe
Sometimes the only thing we don't have enough of is the realization that we already have more than enough to be happy. Happiness is not a condition, it is a choice, and just as we can choose to be patient and charitable and strong, we can choose to be happy, too, no matter how little of anything we may think we have.
*throbs @09:21
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